Dude, if you took ALL the $$$ that ALL the LPF Members have spent on failed projects, laser & laser accessories purchases, etc. & added them all together, the total would be enough to pay off the NATIONAL DEBT !!!
This is how we learn & learn to SUCCEED!!! As stated above, this is an expensive hobby & full of failure, but you just don't quit after a few failures. Where would we be if the EDISONS, WATTS, & hundreds of other inventors had your outlook ??? Back in the stone age is where. Buck up & try again with easier projects,(cheaper too). If ya need some red diodes, modules, hosts, etc, PM me your addy. If you'll pay S&h costs, I'll send you some basics to start over again. I can't solder anymore, so I'll help ya out with some of my spare parts. Also, READ, READ, & READ SOME MORE about mistakes you may have made so you don't make them again. (SAM'S FAQ ABOUT LASERS) our "BIBLE". will help you A LOT.
GOOD LUCK WHATEVER YOU DECIDE TO DO......
rob/ phoenix77