BlueFusion said:
the EFFORT is getting from the bus stop, (30 minutes walk or 5 minutes drive from home) to home, getting the package and convincing a parent to drive me to the post office and pay for it to be posted (after I've sent them paypal for it).
Under my nose - hardly.
These are the thought processes of a sociopath or the egocentric musing of a young child. The harm and loss you have caused multiple people is less important than your not having to put out any effort or any loss of your absolute freedom.
For "paying" back some, you may have spent the money intended for their merchandise and so have to find, borrow, earn cash to repay them. However, our arrangement requires virtually no out of pocket expense to you. You just need to take the time and effort to pack some things and get them to the post. I even sent cash to help cover that. This shows that you are either intentionally lying or that you simply do not care how much you hurt others because your desires are more important than the loss you have caused to others. In either case, your time has run out with me.
I have remained silent about this to allow you to deal with it. I have supported your professed intention to provide restitution. I have given you multiple chances and assistance to satisfy our agreement. You apparently refuse to take even the smallest action or to make the smallest effort to solve this problem.
You have wronged others. You should NOT be going about your life as if you are not in debt. You should be making every effort to take care of this problem. You should be expending every bit of energy and spare time to bring this to a very rapid conclusion. Take a day off from school. Leave early. Skip you r sports for a day. Call in sick to work. Trade work around the house with your parent to "pay" them for their time to take you to the post office. If you had any character at all you would pack these things in a backpack and walk to the post office (no matter how far it is or how long it would take you).
There is only one person who is responsible for your situation. There is only one person who can take care of it. That person is not Senkat, or Kenom, or your parents. It is you. Buck up. Bite the bullet. Take your medicine. do whatever you have to to fix this; NOT whatever is convenient for you, but whatever is needed.
I expect to receive a tracking number from you by Saturday.
Peace,
dave