Re: FS: >110mW PHR, >140mW 4x & >170mW 6x Blu-Rays
Ok, now that most of the stuff has been delivered and the last packages are starting to show up, i think i owe you guys an explanation.
I haven't told this to many people, and normally this isn't something i would talk about, cos it's kinda "personal", altho that's not the right word. But it has affected some of you, so maybe it's better if i explain...
I did have a tremendous amount of work simultaneously with the lasers, but that's not the only reason, nor the main one. Work i can handle, at worst i work through a night (or four), and sort it out...
But i've been having some serious problems in the last couple of months. Problems related to my real work. Not the work itself, but the bureaucratic side of it...
It's like this. My accountant is AWOL. She is gone. Missing. I can't find her. I can't reach her in any way. She has simply dissapeared.
That would be bad enough by itself at any time. But it is March. And March 31st is the day, when the tax-mafia (known as the IRS in US) expects the finantial report for the previous fiscal year, OR ELSE...
I have until the end of this month - that's less than 20 days - to prepare and file the finantial report. I called other accounting services, for help and advice, but they won't take me and can't do anything. Not just because it's late, but also cos my old one has all my papers from last year! I have only one option at my disposal - i HAVE to find her!
This situation has been pressuring me for the past two months. And the closer it gets to "D day", the more stress i am under.
You don't mess with the tax-mafia in my country... The reprecautions are horrible. Regular mafia just breaks your fingers, but they can usually still be reasoned with... With the tax-mafia, the date of submitting one paper can mean the difference between life or "death".. The fine for not submitting the paperwork in time is such, that it would ruin me. I could even go to jail, if i couldn't afford to pay it...
I NEED to solve this thing. I don't have a choice. And the only way to solve it, is to find my accountant. There is one other possibility. I can ask the tax-mafia to make an "estimate" of my finances. But from what i've heard, those estimates are usually not very friendly to the business being estimated...
For the past two months, when i wasn't working, i was running around, trying to solve this. I've been to every location i know she has worked or lived at, i talked to all the people i've seen there before, and i've even been staking out some places, where i was hoping to see her. No one knows where she is, and sitting in the car for half a day in front of her old building didn't do any good either.
Last week i found some other customers of hers, who are in the same situation and are also looking for her. They also knew some others, so now there is a whole group of us and we are working on a solution together. If we can't find her soon, someone suggested using a private investigator, cos there isn't much time left. After we find her, she still has to DO the paperwork, and that takes some time as well...
This is the reason i am under so much stress. Why i have been unavailable for the past few weeks. With this on top of everything else, i almost had a nervous breakdown.. I feel a bit better now, cos i hope that together with the others it will be easier to solve, than alone...
But solving this situation is the number one most important priority in my life right now. It has affected my work, it has affected my sleep, it has even affected you, there is hardly an area of my life this has not affected.
But i have not forgotten about any one of you, i still did the work, be it "real" or laser related. At worst it just took longer, than it normally would. I'm sorry about that, and i trully hope, that you can understand.
For you it'll all be over in a couple of days, for me... At the end of this month, i will either feel a LOT better, or a hell of a lot worse. And i'm gonna do everything in my power, so that it is not the latter.
I am sorry that i let this affect you, and i am grateful for everyone's trust and patience. Even the "impatient ones" have actually been patient with me. It could have been much worse, but you all showed a lot of trust, not even knowing what is going on.
I explained the situation to my main "real work" customer, and they extended some of my deadlines, to allow me to sort this out first.
As for the lasers. The only thing not finished yet is batch #3, but i haven't collected payments for it either.. I will finish it, hopefully this week, at which point i will contact batch #3 people with the PP details....
But as i said, solving the accountant problem is priority #1 right now, because if it isn't sorted out, it could have life altering consequences for me. So if it takes a bit longer, please understand..
Whatever happens, i will not let anyone down. Ever. I just REALLY need to solve this thing, and i need to solve it yesterday!
Wish me luck!