ok, so I made a quick lm317 DDL circuit with a 1ohm-5W which is really 1.3ohms resistor that I got laying around, tried running it with a test load with 8 nimh 2.9A batteries but where not fully charged and voltage was dropping under 8v, so output was really low at 560mA, then I plugged in a 12v pack and got 1.24A output which was not really expected with a 1.3ohm resistor, I was shooting for a bit under 1A, but well.. 1.2 was what I originally wanted to drive the laser at, so, unexpected power but is what I wanted, so, left it there, mounted it in a heatsink and connected the laser to it.
it will start warming a little only after a few minutes, but was only a very quick setup anyways, very powerful tho and now I can play for much longer time.
so, that means... now I can run my laser with my diving lights packs which are 12v 4.5A nimh and 11.1v 7.8A Li-Io with no problems
I was using the NJG-18 before, but it sucks too much juice for a single battery and the protection inside the battery was kicking on and turning the power off.
at 10' the smallest I can get the dot with the aixiz glass is a little less than 1cm, which is much bigger than I expected, but will burn wood really quick
my setup still ugly, but working really good now
thanks for the help, will try the modulator some time, I didn't know I can get the freq that high with the 555