Just thought I would throw an update out there, as I haven't really been back to the site.
The blind spot (scotoma) has not changed a whole lot, except maybe it's a bit more diffused whereas before it had a pretty defined outline. I can't really say if it's larger, but it's definitely not smaller. I constantly have a sensation that my right eye feels slightly swollen or has higher pressure which about drives me insane, but I have been to an optometrist and the retinal specialist that performed the surgery and they both say that my eye pressure is normal and they couldn't see anything out of the ordinary, except for the scar tissue. So, I guess that's something I will just have to deal with.
I have been doing a lot of research for any treatments, but it seems the only option I have right now is to wait until we have clinical trials for stem cell injections
. The Schepens Eye Research Institute seems to heading that direction, but there's no telling when or if that will ever come to fruition. I'll be honest and say that before this incident I had no idea that the tissue in your eye was incapable of regenerating like say, the skin tissue on your arm.
This has also taken a huge mental toll on me. This type injury doesn't get better with time. I am reminded of it every single minute. It's impossible to ignore a flaw the alters the way you see the world you live in every day.
I read an article where some ravers in Russia were blinded at an event from a laser projector that was pointed at the crowd that was meant to be pointed in the sky. I can't help but feel terrible for them, since i know very well how this type of injury impacts your life. I wish I could find out more about what happened to them, but since I don't understand Russian, I haven't been able to find any other information.
Since this has happened, it's pretty much ruined my joy of lasers. I have put them in my closet and haven't touched them in several months. I become sick to my stomach when I think what think about what I've done and how it was over something so trivial as a light effect.
Please, everyone, protect your eyes!