Richie89
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hello all,
I haven't been on in months because a lot of stuff going on in my life, me and my gf broke up after 6 years and ive been depressed and not wanting to see or talk to anyone. it all started in mid July when my girlfriend at the time started drinking heavily and cutting herself, I tried for weeks to figure out what was wrong with her with no luck, she avoided talking to me and acted like she hated me, little did I know it was because she was trying to push me away and trying to get me to break up with her because she didn't have the guts to do it herself. I loved her so much and it destroyed me knowing that it was pretty much over, after we broke up I moved out not really having anywhere to go, to tell you all the truth I wanted to just end it all, I know it was stupid thinking like that but I couldn't sleep for weeks and didn't know what to do, after all this time I realized that she was a horrible person for also treating me like crap and that she wasn't worth feeling sorry for myself and being depressed and wanting to kill myself. luckily my parents bought a nice house in Edmond Oklahoma just 2 weeks before all this and I got to move into my parents old house which was still nicer than the one me and my ex were living in, so I think it all worked out well for me. I hated the fact that I disconnected myself from the outside world and truthfully missed you all on here a lot, I have been wanting to get back on here for a while and decided today was the day. so im back on here and hopefully quite regularly. Thanks for reading this everyone. I probably missed a lot of stuff that I wanted to say but I was in a hurry to type this.
I haven't been on in months because a lot of stuff going on in my life, me and my gf broke up after 6 years and ive been depressed and not wanting to see or talk to anyone. it all started in mid July when my girlfriend at the time started drinking heavily and cutting herself, I tried for weeks to figure out what was wrong with her with no luck, she avoided talking to me and acted like she hated me, little did I know it was because she was trying to push me away and trying to get me to break up with her because she didn't have the guts to do it herself. I loved her so much and it destroyed me knowing that it was pretty much over, after we broke up I moved out not really having anywhere to go, to tell you all the truth I wanted to just end it all, I know it was stupid thinking like that but I couldn't sleep for weeks and didn't know what to do, after all this time I realized that she was a horrible person for also treating me like crap and that she wasn't worth feeling sorry for myself and being depressed and wanting to kill myself. luckily my parents bought a nice house in Edmond Oklahoma just 2 weeks before all this and I got to move into my parents old house which was still nicer than the one me and my ex were living in, so I think it all worked out well for me. I hated the fact that I disconnected myself from the outside world and truthfully missed you all on here a lot, I have been wanting to get back on here for a while and decided today was the day. so im back on here and hopefully quite regularly. Thanks for reading this everyone. I probably missed a lot of stuff that I wanted to say but I was in a hurry to type this.