If there's anything that I could commit to explicitly state that I believe in, it is that there is always time to learn something new IF you desire it strongly enough to keep yourself motivated and determined, and if the cards are not stacked against you to access the learning methods, materials, and time investment required.
IMO; unlike programming where there is a "hello world" version that distills everything down into an easily digested formatted version, electronics is a bit more organic in its nature. That does not mean that it is more difficult to learn or that it isn't a subject that everyone can understand. It just means that the patterns you look at to begin learning are not quite as palatable to the untrained eye. If you decide to give it a go, the most important thing you can do is be patient with yourself. Don't let the uni course color your taste of electronics, institutionalized EE instruction is often unbearably bad. It's kind of a running joke amongst the EE community that the entire degree experience is just to open the doors to the jobs where you do the majority of your learning. While not accurate by any means, it effectively illustrates how poor of a meter the classwork is. It's quite common to find graduate EEs who can't put together a LM317 driver circuit.
That being said, I extend the offer to you that I give to anyone on these forums; present yourself as a patient, determined student, who is willing to do their work, and I'll do my best to answer any questions you have via pm, anytime, with no limit to the depth of assistance. Others can well attest to this; I love helping a willing student.
Oh, and thanks for the kind words!
(Btw, building an analog modulated CW laser driver shouldn't be too much of a problem really. Size, heatsinking, current, and topology concerns are the real problem; if you just wanted a variable 0-2A linear driver for a lab module I could whip up a design in a few minutes. It's cramming it into a tiny host that is the problem (and I'd defer you to RHD's experienced hands there).