- Nov 5, 2007
Hello all, I'm alive and well. I went through some personal struggles the last year and a half. They mostly stemmed from falling obsessively in love with a beautiful girl who shattered my heart into pieces. I couldn't really handle it. It was my first real heartbreak. I decided to check out of sobriety and pretty much life. I chose to numb myself 24/7. At this point I am back to my normal happy self! I have 126 days free from anything that I used to avoid my feelings. I feel better now than I ever did. The things that I normally love are interesting to me again including and especially LASERS! I'm sorry I just up and vanished. I shouldn't have let any of my friends here worry for my well being. I just want to let you all know that I am here now and grateful to be amongst my favorite forum folks on the internet! Love you guys!